| Have you ever cared about someone so much, that you'd do anything to make them happy?
I have, but I don't know what to do yet. |
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| my life is so crazy right now and there is nobody that would understand. yes i do have my best friend here and my best friend at home but what is stressing me out right now is the drama involving my best friend i made in college. normally if something was bothering me i would go to him, but he has to come to me and drop the weight of his world in my lap. he needs me more than ever right now, but who is here for me? he is about to make a lot of difficult life decisions that are going to effect me and needs my help to make the right one. that puts me in a very difficult situation, where i have to watch a really good friend be destroyed or possibly lose my best friend all together. the thing is i wish i didn't have this other friendship right now. i wish it was just me and my best friend living the high life together but nothing can ever be that simple. this other friend is here and i just so happen to have an emotional attachment to him as well and i'm not going to be able to just sit on the sideline and watch his perfect life as he knows completely fall apart. how am i supposed to support that decision? then there is my fear that i'm going to lose my best friend here. we have been through so much this year alone and i'm always there to have his back and he will always have mine. the hardest thing for me would be to let him go but to be the best friend that i am i kinda have to. adult life just gets more and more complicated everyday. |
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| i'm happy until further notice |
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| Kenzie Intili is the best fucking friend I know. We had so much fun. Danced all night. Got told I was dancing too obscenely by an AP. Partied to 7 in the morning. |
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| I love my best friends. They are there for me always. This is going to be a great rest of the year because I have my best friends. They are totally not idiots. ♥ and I don't talk a lot of shit :) |
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